Seems the more I keep to myself... The more I fuck things up. But I really just don't want to talk about certain things... with anyone.

I didn't think this would hit me as hard as it did...  Is it regret...? But for what? Not saying anything when I had the chance? It would have just ended in disaster anyway. So why do I feel so shitty? I've been drowning myself in work recently, really trying to keep my mind busy. I'm stressed, Jon is stressed. I think he thinks this is about me ( Read more... )

 Jon is home, can't even explain how happy I was for that. And still am, for that matter ( Read more... )

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So, wow. I haven't updated this I was stuck as a girl and had that fight with Jon. I think it's time for an update.

First off, I'm not a girl anymore, obviously. It was fixed before things got out of hand, and I also seem to have patched a few things up with Jon. Our argument was honestly just a mash of all kinds of stress exploded at once. So, ( Read more... )

Well... I guess I'm stuck like this. It's not so bad so far. I'll manage. But disaster always strikes no matter what, it seems. While Loki is currently mortal, leaving me with no current way of turning back to myself, I broke the news to Jon. He didn't take it well at all. We fought, and are done... I'm pissed, because I let him pull me from my ( Read more... )

Another Justin. (Yeah I don't know) has seemingly taken Vanko off my hands. So hopefully I shouldn't have to deal with him
And Going back to Gotham to hopefully visit Jonathan. And if Loki bothers me, I can test my my new weapon out on him.

How do I feel right now? Like this.


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 I'm so ready to go back home for a while. Get out of Gotham... This city is ridiculous. Unfortunately Jonathan can't leave for a while, so I plan on sticking around for at least a little while longer. Especially since what happened. As soon as he's able I'd love to get us all out of there for a while. At least I now have two houses, so things ( Read more... )

Turns out, I'm completely cool with dating a guy. It's just not what I'm used to is all. And no, this has nothing to do with Stark ( Read more... )